fr0st's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- doh Where to begin... I don't even think anyone reads this anymore... which is probably to the good, seeing as what follows will no doubt be an incoherent ramble ( but will likely get spell checked anyway, cuz im anal. ) My life is so... odd.. right now. I moved away from the mon valley, and now live in Murrysville. Nestled stealthily among the mansions, I go un-noticed for the most part. I've been here for a few weeks, and I think the only one of my friends to actually have seen the new place is Ben. This leads me to my next thought... what the hell happened to all my friends ? I'm sure a large part of that question is my fault... not being diligent about returning phone calls leads to.. no phone calls. But still... I feel very alone out here. In the valley, more or less all of my childhood memories were at an arms reach... but here, it's just me. Some of the people that I thought I’d be best friends forever with, I barely talk to anymore, some not even at all. It's really sad. ugh *EEEEEEMO* I just want to feel connected again... It's like.. I'm not depressed really, just... lonely, I guess ? I just don't wanna go through the rest of life with no contact with people that I shared good times with. ...or any other human beings at all, at this point. Ok, enough for now... I sure hope no one reads this, they'll send me tissues for sure. 12:37 a.m. - Nov. 01, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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